Looking forward

Dispite the constant family wars that are going on

(and yes silvia I am aware you are probably reading this) I am sick of this rift I am fucking sick of people not discussing things with others. It is about time one of us actually said this but now is my turn to say it.

Grow the fuck up we are all adults here and yes its a stressful time for everyone right now and a bit of tact is needed as we are all drained.

I sit here typing this after a night of very little sleep again.

On the plus side I have a little darling of a laptop on its way to me wednesday :D My little lovely

Also congratulations to my little sis who broke some lovely news to me today xxx she is expecting a little kid :)

the day is fast approaching

The day I have been dreading ever since the news had broke about my father.

the funeral, I dont know why but part of me inside is actually trying to keep my brave front up and its actually getting harder now as the realisation is kicking in. I do have one saving grace which is I am keeping busy.

I know I have not slept properly in weeks and now the days are mergin. oh well i had better try and sleep before I choose to pass out at the keys yet again this month.