New years resolutions and various stuff

Its not every year I vow to change things as I am normally happy with how things have happened for me but

This year its different. Cleaning the tip of a room I found out I have like 9 shelves of books and some of them have never been touched. So I have vowed myself to read more (even though the wow pvp ques dont allow for that any more )

I mean I have 2 Html coding books that I should really read. I have 2 Warcraft Lore Books (yes I am a big nerdish kid sue me :P) I have sharon ozbournes auto bio here and several dilbert books.

man this is gonna be a looong year for me.

Also I have came to a conclusion that I do not want my mother to be part of my life any more. I have spoken to people about this and they first thought it was a drastic move, I mean When I first Moved to Skem I didnt tell her that I had just packed my things and legged it. Hell even when I went through a phase of homelessness I didnt need her then,

So why is it all of a sudden people want something that I am so badly against?

I mean if I can go through the following without her surly I am better off without her

• Two people with manic depression attacking me
• Bount of homelessness
• Dealing with bailifs hanging over my head

Does that make me such a bad person by saying I dont want anything to do with a woman who basically couldnt give a fuck while I was growing up? I think I am being just fair