There is a sheer amount of false people in my life which fucking sucks. It was really gutting to actually feel again, that once I shifted alot of that crap out my life its back again.
I should actually be happy that i caught them now right? Maybe so but its just heightened up the guard that I have up almost constantly anyway. Was having this discussion with a friend of mine on twitter and they have a point, Just don't let them drag you down but you know sometimes its hard. Especially when you tend to bottle alot of feelings up. What kinda plays on me more is that when I don't express stuff in the open I am deemed offish. Meh why should I bother now a days, I will always be just a private little person.
Another subject which really got my fucking back up last night was max freaking mosely. I have one word to sum the idiot up with and its Dick he is just a waste of freaking space. I said a few weeks ago that there could be a freaking break away series happening and oh look whats happened.
I wake up to news of "F1 in crisis" now bare this in mind its the British f1 today. More fucking drama instead of focusing on the bastard race. Lovely I am sorry if I offended any of the Max fans by calling him a Dick but seriously unless you want a chain insult THATS as nice as I am willing to get. Bernie is supposidly the only man who can save it I sure hope so. In a interview yesterday he came out with the one bit of sense during this whole fucking thing.
"its their money let them spend it how they please.
Well said that man.
My thrid freaking thing (it actully links to the first shockingly enough)
When you say no to someone, WHY do they think you have give them more credit to try 10 mins freaking later. I had to block some ejit on facebook last night for this. Ironically it was yet another "old school friend" who now thought it would be nice to add me to make their numbers up. Let me just say this to the rest of those people.
If you seriously have no interest in talking to me in general JUST DONT FUCKING ADD ME, I didnt forget how often each of you spoke to me other than when you wanted help with computers! so please do yourselves a favour Quit the fucking pertence.
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Feels good to rant doesn't it, good for the soul.
I see on your bio it says you're a gamer...what games are you playing right now?
In responce to Diane
I am playing EVEonline and a free mmo called Runes of magic.
I gave up Warcraft due to the fact it wasnt making me happy but stressed :)
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