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Now its fast approaching my birthday (shock bloody horror.)

Have ya ever got the feeling that sometimes yer just to old to put up the fight for stuff ya used to.

Had this myself this Morning I actaully just felt too old in general. Its not that I turn -that- old just a measly 26 but when you wake up from a day out and still find yaself hurting (only partly) the day after you kinda think that.

I was thinking this on the way back from Southport on Saturday when I was technically falling asleep on the bus (yep not a good look at all) I know I have been dewelling on what was said to me friday night. I wont go into details here but it actually stung alot.

I mean I have already told somepeople on my feelings about this and I think they kind of agree.
The person who shall remain nameless actually took one look at me and went simply

"fat bitch"

Now Considering I am extremly sensitive about this (only till I after I have aort it and I am near enough winning now) It takes me back a few years when I had the crazed neighbour living next to me anyway. I digress, I have a saying "if everybody was the same you'd be the fucking first to complain" granted there is a limit BUT what ever happened to if your happy screw the rest. Or am I alone in thinking that?!