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BAHHH

I got back into Warcraft. Though gotta admit its nice actually starting anew. I dont know it just feels really empowering. Expect me to rant a little more about this when I level more as thats what normally happens LOL.


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many thanks to OMG we're pregnant and Sami for the kind words and I still have not found it or anything like that, But I did learn a lesson from a friend on facebook he knows who he is and I am eternally thankful for him teaching me it. Made me think at least.

Taxi drivers!!!!

Ok these guys, Some of them piss me off some of them are sound. The kind I am talking about are the ones who say

"Oh your not from round here are you?!"

Just cause I have a small twang in my voice. Let me state now I have lived up here for getting on nearly 10 years. Just because I have a small wolves, or what ever twang in my voice DOESNT need to make you laugh or chuckle shessh. Its almost as funny as saying

"Oh yer scouse"

To every single one of those people who say that to me!!

*cough* anyway

have fun and be good and if ya cant be good be bad!!!!

hmmm

Ok this is going to sound really werid comming from me but

can self confidence be faked

I say this as I have seen so many self assured people when I myself am wishing I had that myself.

maybe I am reading too much into stuff again or sitting here and thinking about stuff alot more.

I got to add NONE are regrets or anything like that just a whole load of what if's and its leaving me with really big unsettling feeling. Does it mean I am not entirely happy now or was I truely happy back then or do I need to move on and look for something else.

I am confused as hell but I am sure I will figure it out I always do in the end.

Charities & things that I mull over

This will be a longish entry from me for a change as there is several things I need and want to touch on.


First of all

Charities

As alot of you know I tweet a aweful lot :P but there are some people and Charities who use twitter to help them get their causes across. Alot of them have personally touched me as in the case of one or two I have had happen to me.

Anyway this isnt about me for a change :p

There are two main charities on twitter that have really got to me and I am going to plug them both here as they both mean a huge to me and they are very worthy of any support that they are given.

These are honnestly being named in no particular order.

Bliss

I heard of this through a group of lovely ladies on twitter Tess Morris , Susan , Helen these ladies and several others from what I remeber (poke me if i am wrong on this ladies hehe) are currently organising a run and they are part of the #Blisstwits

Anyway a bit of information about bliss

One in every nine babies in the UK is born premature or sick. That is over 80,000 babies every year.

22,000 of these babies need intensive care, often for many weeks or even months. As medical treatments continue to improve, this figure is rising all the time.

Information from the Bliss website um I will need to get intouch with one of these for the figures as I have litterally forgot but it will be updated with the information.

Thank you Tess for the following

The Key Statistics about Birth and birthweight

the figures are shocking reading alone and touched me the second I saw them.

Jessicas Trust

This one has touched me as much as Bliss. Ben is a incredibly strong man and witty to go with it.
No one should have to go through this and Ben has my admiration for him being strong.

On the 30th of June Ben posted this on twitter to rise more awareness and its touching.

5 yrs ago today Jessica lost her life to an archaic disease just cos she gave birth.

Again like the bliss jessicas trust is trying to get it known and 14% of maternal deaths in the UK are due to septicaemia. Otherwise known as Childbed fever.

I admire all those people as its easy for me to say "Oh yes I will back you" but I would love to do more and hopefully this will help get a little more information out there for others to simply understand that not everything is a all perfect and roses.

Oh my oh my oh my what a busy busy week.

First of all

The heat

Where the hell did this damn heatwave come from?! WHERE?! its roasting and not fun with me walking around in a damn dress! (yes a rare rare thing and no No photographic evidence hahaha)

Give me a freaking thunderstorm with rain that isnt at 3 am in the god damn morning!

A big Blog entry

This is something I am slowly working on but a couple of my twitter followers know I am planning this. Regardless I will plan this saturday on the way to liverpool and on my way back.


Poker

Oh god yes I love this game. Amazingly fun and I forgot how much time I wasted not playing it.

MJ and various other bits

First and for most

My respects and condolences go to MJ's family it is never nice when someone looses a key member of their family. He will always be remembered for his music, This one of those things when someone asks where you were and I can say I heard it from some of the finest people and my friends on Twitter.

Like many of us he was part of our childhoods and we are all sure he would have wanted us to remember the fond memories we have of him. I was genuinely upset last night and sat here listening to the one track that I grew up with purely cause I loved it.



anyway. On to more stuff.



I am not going to half the places named due to budget constraints on this part (yea sucks I know) but I will promise ya some nice shots of Liverpool and Wigan and Southport if I can get to Southport :)

Liverpool will be next weekend as I have arranged to see a lovely person there for a chatter and giggle which I am really looking forward to. I have actually have songs stuck in my head which is nice and related to the one above but I will let you know it goes anyway :)

Oh yes F1 News

MAX IS GONE I cannot tell you here how much I cheered when I found out :D as I said on twitter "DO not let the door hit you on your way out Thank you very much Max"

There will be no break away series now due to this result which is even better \o/

Beacon Shots



that's just the one on my flickr account where you can see the whole of Skem.



















to view my best one please go to my Flickr or deviantart account

ta

with luf

Suz xxxx

Loads of travel

Ha loads of travel planned this week.

Lets see its -not- too often I plan something like this and I am actually planning on heading

Southport
Liverpool (will be up there twice :P excellent love the docks)
Blackburn
Ormskirk
St Helens
Leigh

now of course all this is weather permitting but right now I dont care even if the weather is shite it will still go ahead. it'll do me good to get out the house.

I am also taking my old camera up with me since my phone cant get certain details on stuff all that I know its gonna be a busy old week for me Friday there after. The plus is I can come home at least hehe.

A random thought or two or three

Well not just one thing a matter of two things.

There is a sheer amount of false people in my life which fucking sucks. It was really gutting to actually feel again, that once I shifted alot of that crap out my life its back again.

I should actually be happy that i caught them now right? Maybe so but its just heightened up the guard that I have up almost constantly anyway. Was having this discussion with a friend of mine on twitter and they have a point, Just don't let them drag you down but you know sometimes its hard. Especially when you tend to bottle alot of feelings up. What kinda plays on me more is that when I don't express stuff in the open I am deemed offish. Meh why should I bother now a days, I will always be just a private little person.


Another subject which really got my fucking back up last night was max freaking mosely. I have one word to sum the idiot up with and its Dick he is just a waste of freaking space. I said a few weeks ago that there could be a freaking break away series happening and oh look whats happened.

I wake up to news of "F1 in crisis" now bare this in mind its the British f1 today. More fucking drama instead of focusing on the bastard race. Lovely I am sorry if I offended any of the Max fans by calling him a Dick but seriously unless you want a chain insult THATS as nice as I am willing to get. Bernie is supposidly the only man who can save it I sure hope so. In a interview yesterday he came out with the one bit of sense during this whole fucking thing.

"its their money let them spend it how they please.

Well said that man.


My thrid freaking thing (it actully links to the first shockingly enough)

When you say no to someone, WHY do they think you have give them more credit to try 10 mins freaking later. I had to block some ejit on facebook last night for this. Ironically it was yet another "old school friend" who now thought it would be nice to add me to make their numbers up. Let me just say this to the rest of those people.

If you seriously have no interest in talking to me in general JUST DONT FUCKING ADD ME, I didnt forget how often each of you spoke to me other than when you wanted help with computers! so please do yourselves a favour Quit the fucking pertence.