Depressed

Its been a while and not a fat lot has bloody changed.

Still deperesssed still the fact I feel trapped and the fact I seem to be closing the world out isnt doing me any favours at all. (hence the lack of facebook/twitter updates)

Acutually thinking that I want things to change I really do want to be happy again and right now even the smallest thing ticks me off and I cant do much about it! which again pisses me off even more.

Should I just go the way of a few people I know and sit with a bottle of wine every night (even though this I know isnt me)? or just pack everything up and run my gut is telling me to do the latter, Even though its gonna be hard but worth it. Even if it does take me back to Wolverhampton.

Also another thing that has gotten to me is freaking double standards. I got slated for streaming video off youtube as it was hogging the bandwith so I though yea ok thats fine and stopped. Heres the double standard we changed ISP to BT now I know this about BT they have a generous monthly GB limit but When the same person who complained about me streaming is downloading isnt that a bad case of double fucking standards or am I getting old.
To be honnest I hope bt do pull the plug will teach a lesson that is so damn needed!

On a tangent.

Jensen Button fucking amazing. Nice one about time after all these years you won it!!!

thinking...... (yes again)

Had a few moments to myself last night to think alittle (wow been having alot of these again)

Am just thinking if I should do several things and curious how one thing is going to um work out.

I guess I shouldnt contemplate to much I mean if I beat myself up too much about one thing theres going to be nothing left for anyone else to right? :P then again I have been told I do beat my self up too often. (um maybe)

Also is it natural just to be scared of change I actually sat in bed last night pondering this. Or is it just when something feels right with a gut instinct or what ever is it even wise to go with this. I mean one choice that may seem right to you could just upset alot more close to you. Eck! so much to think about. With this it just feels like a loop and I wish I knew what I can do to fix/solve it. All I know is I love the feeling I get :) (and that should be all that matters right? or am I wrong there?!) I know its a decision I should have made years ago. Way before I moved up north anyway. This may need a bit more musing I guess.

Pipex

Oh yes my fave topic of Discussion right now in this house.

They struck again Last night and this morning THANK YOU pipex for the constant disconnection Really appreciated. Gimme me mac code NOW or I will be down Wales with the 1,000's of customers who ya have screwed with flame throwers. (Ok that wasnt a litteral threat but thats how Irate I am now)to be honnest I am all to willing to live without the internet for a while. At least till I sort this crap out. Annoying to say the very very least.

here there and everywhere

Yep kinda neglected this thing yet again whoops my bad,

Got my wow shit sorted and me and Milliontwits (wow he is getting his name about with me now I want commission for this :p) Have got our little guild running under the name Sponsored by Twitter (yea me and creativity at 3 am in the morning dont mix) Have actually got a good chuckle out that name.


have had bad headaches over the past few days and I sure as hell know what company is behind it (thank you pipex and your fails) seriously one more thing with pipex I am going to do something I will regret to that company.

Thank you to forgetfulheart you cheered me up your gonna get a hug love if I ever ever see you!

lets see

Now its fast approaching my birthday (shock bloody horror.)

Have ya ever got the feeling that sometimes yer just to old to put up the fight for stuff ya used to.

Had this myself this Morning I actaully just felt too old in general. Its not that I turn -that- old just a measly 26 but when you wake up from a day out and still find yaself hurting (only partly) the day after you kinda think that.

I was thinking this on the way back from Southport on Saturday when I was technically falling asleep on the bus (yep not a good look at all) I know I have been dewelling on what was said to me friday night. I wont go into details here but it actually stung alot.

I mean I have already told somepeople on my feelings about this and I think they kind of agree.
The person who shall remain nameless actually took one look at me and went simply

"fat bitch"

Now Considering I am extremly sensitive about this (only till I after I have aort it and I am near enough winning now) It takes me back a few years when I had the crazed neighbour living next to me anyway. I digress, I have a saying "if everybody was the same you'd be the fucking first to complain" granted there is a limit BUT what ever happened to if your happy screw the rest. Or am I alone in thinking that?!

ok xp vs 7

Now I am not nocking neither just some things I have noticed.

WIN7

You have to make sure with this you know exactly what you want from it. with me it had issues with a couple of things.

1. It seemingly hates warcraft. Now I know win 7 is "new" but with me If it cant handle WoW its not worth it and with my machine hmm yea I was pushing it lol.

2. Programs Just randomly locked up. Really infurating but I aint here to pick at it.

The cons were that it was geniunely nice to use it had alot of features xp should have and it was fun to use.

XP

Now I love xp to bits. Biased to a point. Even though 7 as I say is new technology they will have to look at the few issues outlined above before I would consider moving every machine over. I did have it running for like 3 days before i found these problems with 7.

All in all.

Windows 7 is ok if your sure and 100% certain you have almost nothing on it that will conflict with it. If yer not sure I would say stick with xp until otherwise. Windows I have to say have pulled out the stops but as I said unless you are sure yer pc can handle it I wouldnt go out yer way.

The joys and tribulations of Windows 7

Su Win 7
Originally uploaded by applecored

As you can see this is a screenshot of my hastly set up windows 7 set up.


Yep I am writing this under the influence of several cups of coffee after trying to get to sleep for a hour I thought

"hey I know what would be a great mind fuck! Sort the drivers out for win 7 On yer main pc"

Mind fuck was a understatement. I bitch now but I gotta say in its defense its not all that bad, I am actually impressed (yes that choking sound is me eating my own words) I do honnestly remeber saying Never again but they have won me over " feck feck feck.

The only None selling point I have with this (and I have been told by a good mate of mine that its under a different name *sigh*) is the lack of outlook, or as its lovingly known now as Windows live mail. (WHY?!) but anyway thats not a big odd for me since I prefer using the web for my gmail account.

Anyway I will post a few more bits and bobs when i come across them but ah well so far so good.

Pipex the baine of my life.

I have gone off the handle several times over this company and I am going to do it yet again.


I had NO trouble with them when they were Bulldog but Now they are Pipex I am having issues. Now we called them up complaining. It wasnt the first time we had issues with them. A small list from what I could remeber

• Randomly cutting the landline attached to our broadband account with them - this actually happened not once but 5 times and they were blaiming how old the wires are. (quite a possibilty)
• Had our broadband disconnect several times over one night - they tried to blame how much we were uploading, Heres the thing We couldnt upload anyway.
• Used to be on 5.3 mbps they have now dropped us to 1.4-56 (and thats on a good day.) Looking at their own speed test now and at the time of writing this its 1.39 Mbps paying 30 quid a month for technically Dial up?! yea ><.
• Their customer service department isnt even handled in the UK so even if you do have a complaint the poor sods on the other end of the line cannot understand you ( please note my beef isnt with the poor call center folk. Its with Pipex) The only time we got someone who could understand us was when we told them we were cancelling and moving.
• The ammount of lies they have told us. Because we have the landline with them as well they have told us NO other company would be willing to take us on as we dont have a BT line. I did some digging and defunked this theory. Spoke to other providers and none of them have said they would be a problem. Pipex seem to be very cuniving and lying gits just to try and keep you sweet.

One question I need to ask myself is this.

Why do companies who get taken over ALWAYS go to the shit. I had the same with Wannado (formally freeserve!) anyway bring on next Thrusday when I am moving to someone a little more realiable.

If yer looking for a new provider PLEASE HEAD THESE WORDS

If you value what state of mind you have left just advoid pipex they most certainly not worth it.

various things.

Ok This is a biggish one but meh I am gonna say it as alot have been building up regardless if people like it or not.

The New wave of pop music

Now I am not one to normally bitch (feel free to snicker here if ya must) BUT there are several new popstars/singers/rejects. I type rejects because as I type this JLS were on (and who the fuck are they exactly?) and Lady fucking Gagga (sorry those who listen to me rant about this woman on twitter know what I feel about her).

Maybe its my old age now (ha!) but I just think this new wave of pop music is utter crap. Kinda hard not to listen to it when your fave haunt on the freeveiw box is TMF and 4 Music xD

Blizzard and their lovely instance servers.

I have just recently got back into the game. Though great make a fresh Start with a whole new toon and a good mate in Milliontwits. Go to do a instance I get greeted with

"Additional instances cannot be launched "

I actually spent a hour today trying to get into one poxy thing with my newbie and we eventually gave up. I mean after a hour lets see I could have leveled or done something a little more productive with my time. Makes me wonder with how much cash Blizzard Entertainment has they can surely afford new bleeding servers to keep their clients happy right?! Meh what do I know about business. :P

Twitter being hacked

Well there are several theories to this that it could be a bored script kiddie bored in their room (I can believe that its not the most sophisticated of attacks they made on the site.) but either way it wasnt fun. Of course I got naff all done other than move stuff from my main pc like the photographs I still need to edit (whoops) on to the external hard drive.

The Stories

No I have not forgotten I might create another blog on Blogger or two and post em here so its easier for people to read. I will just have to see how much work this will entail.

bah

BAHHH

I got back into Warcraft. Though gotta admit its nice actually starting anew. I dont know it just feels really empowering. Expect me to rant a little more about this when I level more as thats what normally happens LOL.


Last Entry

many thanks to OMG we're pregnant and Sami for the kind words and I still have not found it or anything like that, But I did learn a lesson from a friend on facebook he knows who he is and I am eternally thankful for him teaching me it. Made me think at least.

Taxi drivers!!!!

Ok these guys, Some of them piss me off some of them are sound. The kind I am talking about are the ones who say

"Oh your not from round here are you?!"

Just cause I have a small twang in my voice. Let me state now I have lived up here for getting on nearly 10 years. Just because I have a small wolves, or what ever twang in my voice DOESNT need to make you laugh or chuckle shessh. Its almost as funny as saying

"Oh yer scouse"

To every single one of those people who say that to me!!

*cough* anyway

have fun and be good and if ya cant be good be bad!!!!

hmmm

Ok this is going to sound really werid comming from me but

can self confidence be faked

I say this as I have seen so many self assured people when I myself am wishing I had that myself.

maybe I am reading too much into stuff again or sitting here and thinking about stuff alot more.

I got to add NONE are regrets or anything like that just a whole load of what if's and its leaving me with really big unsettling feeling. Does it mean I am not entirely happy now or was I truely happy back then or do I need to move on and look for something else.

I am confused as hell but I am sure I will figure it out I always do in the end.

Charities & things that I mull over

This will be a longish entry from me for a change as there is several things I need and want to touch on.


First of all

Charities

As alot of you know I tweet a aweful lot :P but there are some people and Charities who use twitter to help them get their causes across. Alot of them have personally touched me as in the case of one or two I have had happen to me.

Anyway this isnt about me for a change :p

There are two main charities on twitter that have really got to me and I am going to plug them both here as they both mean a huge to me and they are very worthy of any support that they are given.

These are honnestly being named in no particular order.

Bliss

I heard of this through a group of lovely ladies on twitter Tess Morris , Susan , Helen these ladies and several others from what I remeber (poke me if i am wrong on this ladies hehe) are currently organising a run and they are part of the #Blisstwits

Anyway a bit of information about bliss

One in every nine babies in the UK is born premature or sick. That is over 80,000 babies every year.

22,000 of these babies need intensive care, often for many weeks or even months. As medical treatments continue to improve, this figure is rising all the time.

Information from the Bliss website um I will need to get intouch with one of these for the figures as I have litterally forgot but it will be updated with the information.

Thank you Tess for the following

The Key Statistics about Birth and birthweight

the figures are shocking reading alone and touched me the second I saw them.

Jessicas Trust

This one has touched me as much as Bliss. Ben is a incredibly strong man and witty to go with it.
No one should have to go through this and Ben has my admiration for him being strong.

On the 30th of June Ben posted this on twitter to rise more awareness and its touching.

5 yrs ago today Jessica lost her life to an archaic disease just cos she gave birth.

Again like the bliss jessicas trust is trying to get it known and 14% of maternal deaths in the UK are due to septicaemia. Otherwise known as Childbed fever.

I admire all those people as its easy for me to say "Oh yes I will back you" but I would love to do more and hopefully this will help get a little more information out there for others to simply understand that not everything is a all perfect and roses.

Oh my oh my oh my what a busy busy week.

First of all

The heat

Where the hell did this damn heatwave come from?! WHERE?! its roasting and not fun with me walking around in a damn dress! (yes a rare rare thing and no No photographic evidence hahaha)

Give me a freaking thunderstorm with rain that isnt at 3 am in the god damn morning!

A big Blog entry

This is something I am slowly working on but a couple of my twitter followers know I am planning this. Regardless I will plan this saturday on the way to liverpool and on my way back.


Poker

Oh god yes I love this game. Amazingly fun and I forgot how much time I wasted not playing it.

MJ and various other bits

First and for most

My respects and condolences go to MJ's family it is never nice when someone looses a key member of their family. He will always be remembered for his music, This one of those things when someone asks where you were and I can say I heard it from some of the finest people and my friends on Twitter.

Like many of us he was part of our childhoods and we are all sure he would have wanted us to remember the fond memories we have of him. I was genuinely upset last night and sat here listening to the one track that I grew up with purely cause I loved it.



anyway. On to more stuff.



I am not going to half the places named due to budget constraints on this part (yea sucks I know) but I will promise ya some nice shots of Liverpool and Wigan and Southport if I can get to Southport :)

Liverpool will be next weekend as I have arranged to see a lovely person there for a chatter and giggle which I am really looking forward to. I have actually have songs stuck in my head which is nice and related to the one above but I will let you know it goes anyway :)

Oh yes F1 News

MAX IS GONE I cannot tell you here how much I cheered when I found out :D as I said on twitter "DO not let the door hit you on your way out Thank you very much Max"

There will be no break away series now due to this result which is even better \o/

Beacon Shots



that's just the one on my flickr account where you can see the whole of Skem.



















to view my best one please go to my Flickr or deviantart account

ta

with luf

Suz xxxx

Loads of travel

Ha loads of travel planned this week.

Lets see its -not- too often I plan something like this and I am actually planning on heading

Southport
Liverpool (will be up there twice :P excellent love the docks)
Blackburn
Ormskirk
St Helens
Leigh

now of course all this is weather permitting but right now I dont care even if the weather is shite it will still go ahead. it'll do me good to get out the house.

I am also taking my old camera up with me since my phone cant get certain details on stuff all that I know its gonna be a busy old week for me Friday there after. The plus is I can come home at least hehe.

A random thought or two or three

Well not just one thing a matter of two things.

There is a sheer amount of false people in my life which fucking sucks. It was really gutting to actually feel again, that once I shifted alot of that crap out my life its back again.

I should actually be happy that i caught them now right? Maybe so but its just heightened up the guard that I have up almost constantly anyway. Was having this discussion with a friend of mine on twitter and they have a point, Just don't let them drag you down but you know sometimes its hard. Especially when you tend to bottle alot of feelings up. What kinda plays on me more is that when I don't express stuff in the open I am deemed offish. Meh why should I bother now a days, I will always be just a private little person.


Another subject which really got my fucking back up last night was max freaking mosely. I have one word to sum the idiot up with and its Dick he is just a waste of freaking space. I said a few weeks ago that there could be a freaking break away series happening and oh look whats happened.

I wake up to news of "F1 in crisis" now bare this in mind its the British f1 today. More fucking drama instead of focusing on the bastard race. Lovely I am sorry if I offended any of the Max fans by calling him a Dick but seriously unless you want a chain insult THATS as nice as I am willing to get. Bernie is supposidly the only man who can save it I sure hope so. In a interview yesterday he came out with the one bit of sense during this whole fucking thing.

"its their money let them spend it how they please.

Well said that man.


My thrid freaking thing (it actully links to the first shockingly enough)

When you say no to someone, WHY do they think you have give them more credit to try 10 mins freaking later. I had to block some ejit on facebook last night for this. Ironically it was yet another "old school friend" who now thought it would be nice to add me to make their numbers up. Let me just say this to the rest of those people.

If you seriously have no interest in talking to me in general JUST DONT FUCKING ADD ME, I didnt forget how often each of you spoke to me other than when you wanted help with computers! so please do yourselves a favour Quit the fucking pertence.

The Weather of Late and father's Day

eye of the storm
Originally uploaded by applecored

Well as you can tell from the photo its been interesting to say the least. How did it go from being so nice on Sunday to this?

Ah well I am glad its acting like this now instead of being a complete wash out for me next week so I cant complain much hehehe. just gonna have to keep an eye on it next wednesday night before I make any firm plans, Great!

Fathers Day.

This comes around once a year and I always leave it till the last very possible min, Need a desktop calendar or something that flashes these things at me. Ah well at least thats done now hehe.

Camera's

I am actually hunting around for a new one. I was talking to some of my friends about it. I may have to scout around liverpool and wigan and see what I can get :)

Loose Ends, Drunk Mistakes and Facebook

Ok so its not all to often things play out like this but they have!

I am actually stuck for things to do!

and I actually feel like getting out there and having a laugh, I guess I could put one plan into motion. Which is what ever cash I do save after I come back from liverpool. (yes I am going to hear gasps from where when I say I aint the worlds biggest spender)is to just well go out sometime over the comming weeks and take photos!
Yes that does sound like a plan. Heres the but There isnt many places in the Northwest where that is exactly possible, Unless I choose to try and get to Blackpool LOL.

Now as for the drunken mistakes remark. Let me explain a little :)

I as a child was always a fan of this show.



The guy the with the silver skull helm, Him is the childhood hero that I now love to bits. Well I say love to bits, I love his sarcasam to bits lol, anyway I kinda digress my point a little. I had a little to drink last night and while watching the show on you tube, Thought it would be cool to try and find out more. So I ended up finding a website he uses for work (yes I know bad of me) and sent him a email from that. I also found his facebook and asked him to add me. Of course I woke up in the morning and almost remebered what I did.

So far I am guessing he thinks its a joke, hehehe but you know it would actually be really nice to get to know this guy. I dont know if he would mind but meh heres hoping.

Also had another interesting insight on facebook last night. Someone (I wont name names for their sake) actually said I looked good after them spending several years during school ripping into me. Quite a turn out for the books.

Also a pet Peeve I have and its when someone tags you on facebook with photos of you when you are 5-6 years old. I freaking aged 20 years each time some one does that! damn it.

Shutting the local Neighbourhood kids up

Ok I think I have found the most fool proof method to this EVER.

Find the heaviest bit of music you have in your collection and in my case its this



Should ignore the fact that its a lineage music vid but crank that up and it can almost drown out any car radio and force them back in doors hahahaha ah the things you do when yer bored.

I do have other ways and I cant show ya those as it involves me and being completely tonedeath and singing :P I seriously will not put you through that.

I am also training EVE Online skills up haha I simply adore it who would have thought you could play a game without freaking spending time in it?! ah sheer genius thats what it is.

I have been lookin for widges for this thing and I have yet to find a working freaking skype one >< if anyone can point me the right way it would be so appreciated.

Hot Hot Hot

Ray Of Light
Originally uploaded by applecored

Yep again a hot weekend and yet again soo disturbed sleep cause of the freaking heat! Lovely.


Something good you can say did come out of it, afterall it gave me a chance to actually get out with the camera and attempt to try and take a few photos. Shame only one came out right >< maybe the others will once I get round to tinkering with them at least I hope :P the one shot that turned out well was

I do have an idea to keep myself busy -but- thats not a option when I am sat here yawning me poxy head off, Anyways I am still on a freaking retro kick (what a surprise), Lost count on how many episodes of Knightmare I have watched over the past few days.

I have a peeve and its a huge one. Train Times :P I have a plan to go somewhere and guess where I have to change WOLVERHAMPTON lol just my luck eh? Ah well I am certain it would be fun. I'd get a few shots at least hehe.

ah I have ranted enough anyway xxxx toodles

Got to thinking

ok this might come as a shock to some but I do from time to time. Not that it always makes sense mind but all the same.


I was thinking about numourous things last night and I am going to sound completly scatty at times but well since when could any of my thinking and musing be percieved as Normal?

Facebook

Believe it not I actually have a small peeve with this site. I had one instance of something that has actually made me think. Why on earth do people add you if they know that you never forgot if you did them wrong or not?

It doesn't make any sense to me at all why they do that but all the same, I give him credit he was civil.

Side Project

I actually have a couple of these right now (well I say a couple I mean several which have all been sidetracked for some unknown reasoning.)

• Learning C# coding - Oh god yes if and when I get round to this you can guarntee I wont program anything useful or at least productive knowing my nature ;)
  
• The two stories - Yes I know these two have been left behind How long well its 3 if you Count my other Warcraft one (yes feel free to mock I know you most likely will :P) Should actually get my finger out and working on those
• Fractals - these have been on my side lately I have been doing them and gotten results like this for instance

butterfly effect by ~littlesu on deviantART

anyway.

Twitter I will um think of something later ;)

Till then adios xxxx

whoops

yet again I have forgotten about this thing. HAHAH I need some one to remind me or something.

Gywnn has asked me to post annette blog up so heres that first of all http://anette-olzon.blogspot.com/ she surprises me alot in it to be surprised very very modest and very very witty (god damn and she updates more than me lol)

I have just been so Hetic with Sims 3 comming out and my utter fail at Gh (guitar Hero) and yet my beloved ex boyfriend after 10 years (yea I know utterly sad) is still trying but why dont they get the hint that no your not interested meh I give up trying to explain this one xD

I got my lovely little gadget as well :

My beloved Skype phone on 3, Oh baby it kept me company when I went down to Southport and go badly burnt (yea yea yea my own fault yada yada yada) I -don't- know if me be able to get Twitter on this thing when I top it up is a good idea though.

Meh and this poltics bollox is still going on I am really not going to get on my soapbox as it truely isnt worth my time or effort. I have kinda other stuff right now to worry about and this isnt one of them.

I also really need to stop being so lazy. I should actually try to um head out to Southport Wigan and Liverpool more often it was actually very refreshin to get out and have a laugh with some random nutters and take a few snaps.

ugh imsominia bout 2

OK. Again been a few days I really need to be reminded to update this thing :P

Been reading Anette's blog quite a very interesting read she is a unique and lovely person.

Been hanging out with the twitter peeps and I have some ever so lovely friends on there. Each of them makes me smile in their own way which is a good thing.

I have been having bad bouts of insominia again not fun in the slightest bit!

Lyrics and their importance to people

I am sat here listening to Amaranth by nightwish but ther are other songs that hold importance for people and it doesnt mean whole lyric blocks I mean I use one who song which in my case is



Thats dedicated to a very special person who knows fully well how I feel.

But I digress off my point here hehe, another song (yes sorry its nightwish again :P) has the lyrics

Why do I miss someone I've never met.

Daunghting, I mean I didnt realise the impact that songs would have on people and how many memories you can form off them.

Eurovision, Circus, Rhyll and practical Jokes

So much to cover in this hahah lets start from the top.

Eurovision

Oh to our own joy we came 5th. A strong performance I must admit so bravo to Jade and Bravo to Sir Andrew Lloyd Webber. Oh any my twitterfriends I loved the commentry ;) I did hear that Graham Norton didnt do a bad job though so alls good.

Congratulations to Norway it was a lovely song so I cant mock it :D quite shocking that some of us do belive in fairy tales *whistles*

Circus

Ok I currently have BBC parliament on ( yea yea not the most interesting of things I could be watching :P) but watched the statement from the speaker, now I am like most people really pissed off with all the happenings that has gone on. I dont even know the remotest role that the speaker plays. but I truely believe that something is a miss. What I do find rather funny is the people who have called for this are the people who are part of the cause am I wrong? so basically a clean slate would be the following

• Getting shot of the people involved like how people -who- are in proper situation would have been fired for much less let alone fraudulent claims.
• allow Everyone in the Uk to see all of their expenses
• start a new at the start after the break.

I really didn't want to rant about this!

Rhyll

I will have to post more on this when I have planned a little more keep peeled xD

Twice in one night :o

I spent my night talking to someone who I think is absolutly lovely. Along with my twitter followers (love you all by the way :) )

Make you laugh when you need picking up the most.

Are there as a shoulder to cry on when shit goes so tragically wrong

Make up obsurd nickanmes which stick no matter how much you protest.

and in some cases you have never -ever- met them. I dont know maybe I am going daft and senile at 25 but ha! never mind.

I did have a case the other day when all my mates were there laughing over one small minor detail which ideally isnt something thats a bad thing. That was the fact that I got asked for ID just so I could get some beer that night, SOMETHING isnt right when that happens. It did my Ego the world of good though haha.

Maybe its a small villiage thing but it actually feels like people try to make a effort on knowing other peoples business. Could be just curiosity that gets to us but if I had the paitence to look at this in a little more I probably would but bah nope.

Mp's

Not many things really rattle my cage but when we have had stuff like this crammed down our throats it all boils up ever so slightly

My first one
My god damn second

Now tell me where I am wrong when I say this and I am going to make this point clear enough

who fucking employs your ass's in the END?
Now thats out my system

In all seriousness claiming for a mortage that doesnt exsist, People who work their balls off and yet still face being sacked due to the current climate DO NOT get theirs paid for them (granted if they have some form of insurance then they might get lucky) but even still why should they? granted yes they -might- need two homes but thats just plain ridiculous.

Long time No update.

Geese its been a while but hell here goes nothing.

Part of this will be copied from my deviantart page as I am there as well xD


I am also in shock about f1 and a big teams choice to quit if they go ahead with plans. Oh hell that sucks. Alas I do have a solution to this!!!! Not a good one but hell its a solution!

Let Max play with his "budget" and let Bernie take the damn teams that want to go with him and thrive!!!! It beats the mess that they have brought on themselves now.


I am spending alot of time on twitter, um my name on there is Applecored. and Its just full of useless drivvel mainly xD


I have grown bored of warcraft again but thats not exactly that big of a surprise since it was the same stuff day in day out anyway.

Oh yes don't you just hate it when you build up the energy to go out and walk some stress off and it is going to rain on you the second you leave the door? Well thats been the story of my life this week ><